Journal Entry I want to be happy

Journal Entry   I want to be happy 

I wish I wasn’t so sad, I want to be happy I want things to
feel better

I can’t give up though

I have to keep trying if I don’t I’ll never achieve anything.

I’ll have nothing.

I want to make something of myself of my life

I wish there was someway I could fast forward to being happy
again.

Sadly Life doesn’t Work that way

And there is nothing I can do about it.

And that’s why i’m sitting here typing to you typing to my futureself to just
let everyone know keep fighting.

Maybe one day I can make an example of why to keep fighting
and that’s what I hope. If I could just make someone happy now, and I could
feel healthy but I know my health is going to continue to deteriorate and that
is hard to do.

It’s hard to keep going.

I know though that persistence is key keep trying to be happy
keep trying to be more, keep trying,

God I hope it works, I miss being happy so much
if that can happen for me if I could be happy.



Wow then I’d actually be happy…

Journal Entry, I Hate MY JOB!!!

I fucking hate where i'm at in life so much right now.

Journal Entry, I Didn't Deserve You

You're an amazing person, I love you.

Journal Entry I miss you

I miss you so much

Journal Entry I wish I could tell you more...

so lonely, so sad, so bored, fuck

Journal Entry Just Fuck

She was really too good for me.

Journal Entry: Hi, World.

I'm really depressed and hate my life, I really don't know what to do. I know I need more money, cause I need stability and I need to do things with my life. I don't mind writing that much, and I like photography music and the arts but like everyone else I guess i want to be able to do what I want such as not fix my punctation.