All these emotions, flowing like oceans.
This rogue wave hitting me, I need to behave.
Trying to remember to not be a slave.
Why are these tears about to flow down my face?
I'm trying to stay way from this rip tide, that's
trying to pull me down till I die.
What's this feeling flowing through my veins?
Still remember the needle that numbed the pain.
Just want everything to be okay.
I can't give up feeling again.
Trying to remember that this could be the last day.
At any moment this ocean could wash me away.
My dead body could wash on the shore, but not because I gave up hope.
But the ocean will still live on,
and until then i'll keep sailing on.
Wednesday, July 29, 2015
Just Typing away
Just typing away until I can find the right words to say
to take away your pain, make this world rearrange so we don't have to continue being afraid.
But what can I say?
What can I say?
The love and compassion of this world is strong enough to take a hold.
Strong enough to take away the pain, strong enough to get me through the day.
Together we're one and forever we're together.
Even if this world would end our love will live on forever.
I would give anything to take the pain out of your soul by the end of this poem.
I love you.
to take away your pain, make this world rearrange so we don't have to continue being afraid.
But what can I say?
What can I say?
The love and compassion of this world is strong enough to take a hold.
Strong enough to take away the pain, strong enough to get me through the day.
Together we're one and forever we're together.
Even if this world would end our love will live on forever.
I would give anything to take the pain out of your soul by the end of this poem.
I love you.
Echo
Can you hear me i'm searching out?
Can you hear me i'm searching out?
I need you.
I need you.
I need your help your guidance.
I need your help your guidance.
I'm so alone.
I'm so alone.
I'm trying to pull it together.
I'm trying to pull it together.
I'm trying to be the man I need to be.
I'm trying to be the man I need to be.
GOD JUST TALK TO ME, JUST TALK TO ME PLEASE!
GOD JUST TALK TO ME, JUST TALK TO ME PLEASE!
I'M BEGGING YOU!
I'M BEGGING YOU!
WHY IS THERE ALL THIS SUFFERING?
WHY IS THERE ALL THIS SUFFERING?
WHY IS THERE ALL THIS PAIN?
WHY IS THERE ALL THIS PAIN?
I'LL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE IT END, JUST HELP ME PLEASE!
I'LL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE IT END, JUST HELP ME PLEASE!
IS ANYONE THERE?
IS ANYONE THERE?
Echo
Echo
Can you hear me i'm searching out?
I need you.
I need you.
I need your help your guidance.
I need your help your guidance.
I'm so alone.
I'm so alone.
I'm trying to pull it together.
I'm trying to pull it together.
I'm trying to be the man I need to be.
I'm trying to be the man I need to be.
GOD JUST TALK TO ME, JUST TALK TO ME PLEASE!
GOD JUST TALK TO ME, JUST TALK TO ME PLEASE!
I'M BEGGING YOU!
I'M BEGGING YOU!
WHY IS THERE ALL THIS SUFFERING?
WHY IS THERE ALL THIS SUFFERING?
WHY IS THERE ALL THIS PAIN?
WHY IS THERE ALL THIS PAIN?
I'LL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE IT END, JUST HELP ME PLEASE!
I'LL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE IT END, JUST HELP ME PLEASE!
IS ANYONE THERE?
IS ANYONE THERE?
Echo
Echo
I'm Fine
What can I say?
I'm falling to pieces all over again.
This depression has a hold.
Why weren't you there?
I'm so unprepared.
I thought i'd know what to do,
honestly sometimes I don't have a clue.
All I wanted was for you to care,
for you to be there.
I don't know how on the inside I can feel so alone,
and on the outside I still manage to just pretend.
Some days all I needed was just a friend.
But i'll just tell you that "i'm fine" once again.
Cause i'll always be fine once again.
I'm falling to pieces all over again.
This depression has a hold.
Why weren't you there?
I'm so unprepared.
I thought i'd know what to do,
honestly sometimes I don't have a clue.
All I wanted was for you to care,
for you to be there.
I don't know how on the inside I can feel so alone,
and on the outside I still manage to just pretend.
Some days all I needed was just a friend.
But i'll just tell you that "i'm fine" once again.
Cause i'll always be fine once again.
Just Take It
Just keep on taking from me until there's nothing left.
Just keep pushing me until there's no more I can take.
What do you want from me?
Why won't you help me?
What is it that truly matters to you?
I can't do this alone, isn't that easy to see?
Just keep pushing me until there's no more I can take.
What do you want from me?
Why won't you help me?
What is it that truly matters to you?
I can't do this alone, isn't that easy to see?
Tuesday, July 28, 2015
S.A.D.
Lost, thinking this might be the life that I just need to toss.
Just trying to hold it together.
My mind lost in the weather.
Thunder storms begin to roll by, as I watch the birds begin to flee.
The storm begins; feeling incredible once again.
CRACK!
The thunder roars as the lighting electrifies my soul.
Category 5 at the point where i'm just trying to survive.
Just trying to live my life.
Don't know if I can survive.
Who would want to live this life?
I do and I'll do anything to survive.
The planes begin to crash.
Everything that we could have done, nothing but screaming; the winds screaming can barely hear it.
Just trying to feel it.
Heart breaking, muscle tension, getting in my mind to relate it.
Earth quaking, heart shaking, trying to do more then just fake it.
The tsunami hits the shore blasting me away and all I can do is bear to ask for more.
As the weight of world begins to bring me down, as I begin to sink down I scream towards the sky asking why, at this point I'm wondering if the bubbles will even reach the sky.
As the water fills my lungs, i'm questioning if I should have just picked the gun.
But that's absurd I had my fun, I had my love, I realize now that I had everything that I could have wanted.
My frown turns upside down.
I die.
Just Wow.
The storm passes by, nothing but clear skies.
The world did what it did just too survive.
My body washes upon the shore, as the birds fly by.
Just trying to hold it together.
My mind lost in the weather.
Thunder storms begin to roll by, as I watch the birds begin to flee.
The storm begins; feeling incredible once again.
CRACK!
The thunder roars as the lighting electrifies my soul.
Category 5 at the point where i'm just trying to survive.
Just trying to live my life.
Don't know if I can survive.
Who would want to live this life?
I do and I'll do anything to survive.
The planes begin to crash.
Everything that we could have done, nothing but screaming; the winds screaming can barely hear it.
Just trying to feel it.
Heart breaking, muscle tension, getting in my mind to relate it.
Earth quaking, heart shaking, trying to do more then just fake it.
The tsunami hits the shore blasting me away and all I can do is bear to ask for more.
As the weight of world begins to bring me down, as I begin to sink down I scream towards the sky asking why, at this point I'm wondering if the bubbles will even reach the sky.
As the water fills my lungs, i'm questioning if I should have just picked the gun.
But that's absurd I had my fun, I had my love, I realize now that I had everything that I could have wanted.
My frown turns upside down.
I die.
Just Wow.
The storm passes by, nothing but clear skies.
The world did what it did just too survive.
My body washes upon the shore, as the birds fly by.
Shadows
Waking up still fucked up,
on the verge of throwing up due too last night
and all the actions that were so corrupt.
Yelling in the back of mind
just to get the voices to shut up.
Just trying to get out of my bed and stand up.
Just been counting the days, so many days in a haze, in a craze.
Gripping my stomach from self inflicted pain.
Just wondering when peace will begin.
Wondering when everything will be fine again.
Lost in a world of sin.
The same sin that made my lies begin.
The sun begins to set.
As I begin to lose myself in the shadows that walk past.
Stuck in the past, as it comes creeping past.
Shadows seem to be moving faster then light.
All these things I want to say in-between the lines but I don't have the time.
Just loosing myself in the streets as the shadows begin to creep.
Just ticking by.
Just trying to grow up, just trying to survive.
Just trying to run as the shadows turn and start to come.
The shadows begin to tear me apart at every lie, and the things I never
said because I didn't have the time.
Just sitting down to think.
Just throwing up your hard work into the sink.
I just don't know what to believe questioning everything that I've ever seen.
As the shadows leave I wonder if my soul is going to be
one that burns.
As i'm sitting by the toilet floored, I
can see myself in Satan's eyes; just another lonely bastard trying to get by.
on the verge of throwing up due too last night
and all the actions that were so corrupt.
Yelling in the back of mind
just to get the voices to shut up.
Just trying to get out of my bed and stand up.
Just been counting the days, so many days in a haze, in a craze.
Gripping my stomach from self inflicted pain.
Just wondering when peace will begin.
Wondering when everything will be fine again.
Lost in a world of sin.
The same sin that made my lies begin.
The sun begins to set.
As I begin to lose myself in the shadows that walk past.
Stuck in the past, as it comes creeping past.
Shadows seem to be moving faster then light.
All these things I want to say in-between the lines but I don't have the time.
Just loosing myself in the streets as the shadows begin to creep.
Just ticking by.
Just trying to grow up, just trying to survive.
Just trying to run as the shadows turn and start to come.
The shadows begin to tear me apart at every lie, and the things I never
said because I didn't have the time.
Just sitting down to think.
Just throwing up your hard work into the sink.
I just don't know what to believe questioning everything that I've ever seen.
As the shadows leave I wonder if my soul is going to be
one that burns.
As i'm sitting by the toilet floored, I
can see myself in Satan's eyes; just another lonely bastard trying to get by.
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