I'm Fine

What can I say?
I'm falling to pieces all over again.
This depression has a hold.
Why weren't you there?
I'm so unprepared.
I thought i'd know what to do,
honestly sometimes I don't have a clue.
All I wanted was for you to care,
for you to be there.
I don't know how on the inside I can feel so alone,
and on the outside I still manage to just pretend.
Some days all I needed was just a friend.
But i'll just tell you that "i'm fine" once again.
Cause i'll always be fine once again.